Who do I want to work for?

I've found this really difficult. Only until recently have I begun to realise that I want to focus solely on illustration. I have been furthering my Illustrator skills throughout the year in the hope that my illustrative specialism would show through. These are some of the companies I have been looking at and contacting for placements since the summer of 2nd year.

Definitive Creative

Jammy Design

Elmwood

Printing.com/Print Ideas

FPP

Pentagram

Print Club London

At the moment I'm struggling a bit with where I want to be and what I'm going to do next. Ideally I would like to freelance as an illustrator and build up relationships with my own clients. Said clients would then commission me into illustrate for current projects. What I'm in the process of doing now is finding my style, my feet, my confidence and the people in which I would be appropriate to work for.